i seriously cant wait to move the fuck out of my parent’s house. The fact that they never trust me, don’t accept the fact I’m gay, the constant reminder of that “It’s just a phase Matthew, you’ll like girls again one day” is a repeat in my household. I don’t feel comfortable in my house when my parents are home. When I told them i was gay my dad lost all respect for me and disowned me, my mom told me this house isn’t a home for you anymore. I thought that telling the truth about myself, they would be supportive and everything yet they weren’t. I can’t even leave my house to out by myself with them be suspicious of who i’m with or where i’m going or what i’ll be doing. I can’t even meet any guys, or people in general, because i am basically under house arrest. My parents constantly say that they don’t know me anymore, mostly it is because i’m still trying to figure out who i am. Even though i told them one of the most important things in my life and i thought i could be myself and not hide anything from them, I feel like i am hiding more and more from them and holding myself back more and more.